Normal Rants
I had panic attack last year and found out had anxiety problem, being referred to online therapy that give me a bit of help. I'm trying to deploy all the logic in my mind regarding to these panic attack. I'm a mum that been on long hiatus and want to go back to have a career. A Career!! Big part of me want to go back to work. Other parts of me don't want to go back to work. I enjoyed to be around with the kids, there's love hate relationship there but i still count everything as blessings. Big part of me that want to go back to work because of independence and social status. I got bullied by women, yes women my own kind not from men surprisingly. 3 working mum bullied me verbally and treat me as if i'm worth less than them because i'm staying at home. The way they talked got this kind of attitude and vibe. They didn't said it literally but it's in the air, any muppets can feel it. I'm inferior even to my own kind let alone with another gender. ...